…but it is slowly sinking in. I had a moment of dawning comprehension this afternoon that left me feeling a little bit…well, old. Our tech teacher is using think.com from Oracle to build an online learning community for her students. She created a teacher account for me so I can learn and participate alongside her students. And today it hit me. I have no idea how to use the community. I thought it would be simple. Yet, I found myself asking out loud to no one in particular, “What do I do now?” Students are flying through the interfaces and creating content, and I do not even know where to begin. With a little more time, perhaps I will catch on.
But it doesn’t stop there. IM and texting fascinated me. Why would I use my phone to type a message? Isn’t that like using my television to listen to the radio? Wouldn’t it be faster to call my friend than to text him? What my students are using so fluently, I struggle with. It takes me forever to text on my phone. By the time I text a complete message, I could have tracked down a teenager and asked him to do it for me. The grammarian in me refuses to abbreviate or use the texting language that makes me cringe when I see it.
The more I talk and write, the more I realize that I am truly a digital immigrant. I have always loved computers. I have owned one my entire life. However, it is a cultural thing for teens to IM the way that they do. A culture that I did not grow up in and am having a hard time connecting with.
I am trying to connect with teachers. I am trying to assimilate all that they are saying to me in Classroom 2.0 (which of course is blocked at my campus). I read Will, Graham, Kim, and others to gain wisdom and insights on living in a 2.0 world. And I have to say, it does not come easily.
I am frustrated by the outdated technologies and filters in my classrooms. The rate at which students are creating content and the quality of content does not make me think I am doing something correctly. And it become even more aware that I am a stranger in a strange land. I am trying and I do not know if what is happening is good.
I keep telling myself that it just takes time. However, I am a very impatient person and do not want to wait for administrators to get on board. I do not want to wait for the new budget to roll in so we can be decent tools. I do not want to wait.
Now that the venting has passed, I feel better.
Graham helped put things into perspective for me. What this post revealed to me was why I should be exercising my 2.0 muscles. At first, blogs and wikis were cool. They looked slick and I liked the way wikis made it easy to share content. But I lose focus when the newness wears off and I realize that blogging for blogging’s sake leaves me feeling empty. I want to see what others are doing in the classroom. In fact, I do it without 2.0 tools. I visit other schools and other classrooms to see what they are doing. I want to get feedback on my ideas. I do that without 2.0 tools. I send e-mails, write paper, set up conference times, visit over the lunch table in the teacher’s lounge. I have teachers in my building who share my interests and can give me advice.
But I can only imagine what level all of the aforementioned collaboration is multiplied when I enter the 2.0 classroom. And then the power of blogs, wikis, and podcasts hits me all over again. It is a subtle paradigm shift, but it works for me.
I want to build a learning community for myself. I want to engage my thinking and educational experiences with the world….it will just take me a minute.

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